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May 19 @ 12:17pm] |
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in 15 minutes, i'm going to attempt to go to nw and sack zak, and go to boone- BUT i'm about 99.9% sure i either won't be able to get in the school, or he won't be able to go with me. or both. but more or less-- it could be a really fun time. i miss boone.
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[Wednesday
May 14 @ 9:48am] |
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you know what i wish? i wish i was OVER him, like so FAR over. but i'm NOT. and i'm MISERABLE. kadjlsajdknskfjnlskdmwlksadm.
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[Monday
May 5 @ 8:23am] |
ah, damn.
once again-
nope.
stupid boys.
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[Friday
April 25 @ 2:14pm] |
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you know, i'm ridiculously happy. i haven't been this happy in a long time. it's the 25th. but you know what? i don't give a shit.
it's back,
and oh-
i missed it so much.
being happy, i mean!
<3
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[Tuesday
April 15 @ 8:14am] |
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ouch.
strike three.
time he wants,
time he shall receive.
i need time to fill this damn hole.
and p.s. i know you all have opinions, but really, i'm just not in the right place right now to hear them. everything's wrong lately, and i don't know how to make them right.
3 weeks to go.
counting the days til summer comes.
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[Saturday
April 5 @ 12:02am] |
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for some reason, i am just really not liking anything at all lately. it kinda sucks.
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[Tuesday
March 18 @ 9:01am] |
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rion found me last night.
i love, love, love the rion:)
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[Wednesday
January 23 @ 10:30am] |
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heath ledger should not be dead.
it is not fair.
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[Wednesday
January 2 @ 11:38pm] |
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today started out bad,
my cpu shut off and would turn on,
and i couldn't figure out why.
then i went to the gym and realized
i have no stamina and i have to start over, blah.
then i rushed off to the dentist where
i found out i have a cavity and
i have to get drilled the day before
my birthday. ugh, evils.
but it ended okay.
figured out that i dislodged my battery on the cpu,
and i got my nano to work,
and i think it will be ok if i reload it..?
[dropped it in the rain a while ago,
and it kept working, the dying.
idk if my cpu will recognize it tho...]
and alas..zak came over and it was pretty nift.
unc 14-0 undefeated,
I LOVE MY TARHEELS
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[Monday
December 10 @ 1:49pm] |
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so, december.
first of all, it was talking about me needing to make a big decision that is crucial to my future. it mentioned how i needed to spend time alone thinking about my "game plan". i do believe this aspect was leaving zak. [in which i have, for good. for better or for worse, and in pain and not... it's done.]
then i'm supposed to be meeting some "important person" ..TOMORROW.. in which i really don't think i will. i'm going to be halfway between gso and boone, and i'm not sure i will. but whatever.
i'm going to have a lot of doors open for me, but it won't be obvious that things are going to happen. it's going to be a gradual change. 2008 is supposed to be really good for me. [thank god!]
something big is supposed to occur around the 18th.
it mentions to recenter myself and look at my goals, and eliminate any unneeded ones. *coughzakcough*
supposedly the weekend of the 22-23 is going to be rad.. but it mentions dating, in which i am no longer engaged in. i'm not sure if this thing is pointing me towards meeting someone else, but in a halfassed way, i kind of hope not.
mentions i'm going to be tired and frazzled the first few weeks (exams! eek!)... but it mentions b/c of social calendar. not so.
so that's pretty much it. lots of personal growth and such. yay.
**the reason i have so much faith in these things is because some of the major things come true. while last month i was supposed to be oozing with socialite-ness, i wasn't... but the main thing that it predicted for me was a hard steep climb in 2003-2005. i remember those years so clearly.. the beginnings of high school, the relationship and breakup with frank, my relationship with matt, and all that came inbetween. i learned a lot about myself during those years, and i suffered through a LOT of pain. while i was still feeling it into 2006, i definitely believe i came out of that whole experience a better person. so i do try to pay attention to these, if not to the little details, to the long run. if it says i'm going to have a good year, then by gosh darnit, i will:)**
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